Yes yes. Time crunch blog post again. 5 courses when I'm down to my 3rd semester at Grad School, office position at 2 student organizations, 1 part time job, sport and other extra curricula, and lots of friends and frolic! My excuse? 4 months of plain-nothingness-summer! So I work my everything off the next 4 months. Frankly like the setting. Vacation-work-vacation-work. Finances are rock bottom but that's something I try to ignore. Maiden gig few states away, yeah spend!I remember watching some Super Soul Sunday episode on OWN (Oprah Winfrey Network, yeah I was a fan till she visited India and ruined it!) not so long ago where the guest speaker, Iyanla Vanzant, a rather annoyingly chirpy female, said "You ain't living your live to the fullest if you don't feel nervous enough each moment that you're gonna pee in your pants." Rather disturbing thought. I'd equate it to near heart attack moments and use that metaphor instead, and proudly say that happens more often than not! I do not finalize on things till the very end. Heck 3rd semester and I decide to jump from aerospace engineering coursework to mechanical. Thank heavens there's no other related field offered in my University or who's to say I'd take those up next Spring!
But yes, it is fun. I've come to accept the fact that I'm never gonna be sure of what I want to do or where I want to go next. Living each day one day at a time. Living or sleeping that is, either, have stopped regretting that as well. So if today I decide on something, I'd go ahead and do that, if I can get off the bed. Tomorrow, something else. Whatever tickles my fancy. So long as I'm alive and having fun with it. And I can be snotty enough to say I wouldn't change a thing about it even if I'm sure to regret it sometime in the future. That is not today so something I couldn't care less about!
Bleh, life is as you live it. Bring out the wine when there's nothing else to do. Or sleep and wake up to a new day and start. Cheers!
2 comments:
Maiden Concert! And you still crib! Think of those poor children in africa. Think of the poor children in India. Think of this one poor guy, who has all your problems,or equivalent problems, and he didn't go to the maiden concert!
Bahaha! Crib? Me? No way! And yea well, starting today, we embark on awesomeness that we'd sell tickets to for people to witness! *wink wink* :P
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