Love is..when not

She has the most wonderful man in her life,
yet she doesn't.
She is the luckiest woman in the world,
still she's not:

"How do I erase love,
when there can't be hate?
How do I replace space,
where the memory remains?

How do I be your friend,
when I love you more?
How do I feel no more,
when I've felt so deep?

How do I laugh out loud,
when I weep inside?
How do I cry out loud,
when your shoulder's gone?

How do I let you go,
when I'm bound so fast?
How do I hold you nigh,
when you cast a void?

When do the tears run dry,
for the one I cry?
When do I weep no more,
for the days go by?

How do I let this go,
when it's already gone?
How do I swallow and smile,
when its real no more?

There is one true love,
the one that's always mine.
But friends we will be,
so love can always shine, so it can always shine.."

And so the love remains,
a ceaseless flow.
Love it is..always, when not.

Procrastination and the time bug

Ok GRE is done. 1320-1490/ 1600 is the score. Was a lil disappointed at first coz I was expecting (ooh the superealist!) much more. (1600 actually. thats the 'super' before the realist :P) Doesn't hurt to be over ambitious now and then. Atleast scored something thats still an assurance of my healthy brain. :)

After GRE, joined Edwise International for my counseling process. Started off with University Shortlisting and the result was kinda weird. Hadn't heard of half the universities on that list before. That's 4 out of 8. So got down to (finally) do my own research. With motivational and angry urging help from friends :P. So sat up and browsed 6 univs of which I loved one and liked 3. Total number univs in USA (thank heavens I'm atleast fixated on just one country!!) offering MS in Aerospace Engineering: 55!!

Plus the documentation work. Argh! I feel bored even thinking about it. And my muscles suddenly become inactive and my laptop only plays F.R.I.E.N.D.S when I fire it up to do any doc work. sigh! Time flies and I haven't even started off much. Then there is the TOEFL on Sept 28.

I've always felt bored of action. Unless its something like going on a trek or meeting friends :D But otherwise, I'm the heavist body to pull up to do work. The weight of it all is so overwhelming!

Enough procrastination though. Some action required. To do lists to be made. And work to be done. Rut-tut!

Down with procrastination. Hai hai!